Saturday, July 9, 2016

Being A Mom

I got married pretty young. And we spent the first year of our marriage in Bali - the island of Gods. So we decided to postpone having a baby until we had all the fun we wanted.
During the second half of our 2nd year of marriage, we decided that it was a good time to have our first baby. But trying to concieve was not easy.
I got to the point where I cried so hard every time I got my period. But finally, that day came - the day where our obstetrician said "congratulation..."

38 weeks after that.... 25 hours of labor...

There is no scale in the world that can describe labor pain and the rush of joy I felt after I first saw him. Alhamdulillah. Allah is kind. :)

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Erase Those Acne Scars!

I have been having problem with Acne lately. I don't know why, but ever since I got married and moved to Bali, Acnes started popping and the scars are sooooo hard to eraseeeee!!! (sound of frustration).
During my teenager period, I never had any problem with acne. My skin was flawless, and I didn't even have any pores! But ever since I got married, acnes started popping out like crazyyyy. People called it "Adult acne". And all my friends are criticizing me because of it. Urgh. It gave me so much stress!

A few months ago, I searched some video that I believed would help me get rid of my acne and bring my skin back to its normal condition. And I came accross Wishtrendtv video about a product by Rojukiss Enca who specialized in getting rid of Troubled-skin. I started researching about their company and their products. I googled and read every review about them. And... turns out... they are one of the biggest, trust-worthy, and most favorite online Korean beauty store! The review on their website is made by real people with real problem and real experiences. Their customer leave so many objective and subjective comments that successfully made me want to try as well.
My first purchased was Ciracle Red Spot Cream. I watched and read online reviews about it, and it is soooo good that people call it 'magic eraser'. I bought it 4 months ago and it came in a small tube, but it last sooo long. I still have half of it left.
It really has helped erased most of my acne scars. My skin condition is so much better now. Now, I have the confidence to go out with my bare face. And I am so happy!

Today, I am looking for something more. Something that will prevent my acne from popping again, something to fight it if it started breaking out, and something to maintain and to improve my current skin condition. Lucky me, wishtrend suddenly has another promo! I'll leave the video down here so you can watch also.

If you have skin problem, I really reccomend Wishtrend. Browse through their huge selection of product and you will soon find a lot of awesome products with reasonable price and huge promo at all times!

Saturday, February 28, 2015


I have posted a few months ago that my father had passed away. But that was not the whole story.
All of this started around August 2014. Me and my husband was confronted by a difficult situation and eventhough we had been trying our best to work things out, we found ourselves struggling. After lots of discussion, we decided to move to Jogjakarta (his hometown) and we planned to start over. We carefully planned all the timeline and other neccessary things, but... on 26th August 2014 my husband got into an accident and he broke his left arm. All of the sudden he needed to be operated.
As you know, we still lived in Bali at that time. It happened late at night when some stranger knocked on my door and told me that my husband fell of his motorbike. I rushed to the scene, and I saw my husband sitting on a chair with painfull expression. He was surrounded by people, but I still could see his arm clearly. And as a doctor, I knew that it was most likely a fracture.
I asked some strangers to help me took him to the nearest hospital. And my intuition was correct. It was a Galleazi fracture. I consulted the Orthopedist personally, and I agreed when Ortho said that my hubby needed surgery. The only problem was.. our insurance only cover for his surgery in Jogja, but not in Bali. And we had no family whatsoever to help us and support us if we decided to do the surgery in Bali. So.. I put him on a cast and strong painkillers and prep him for a flight. We decided to accelerate our moving day. So the very next day, which was 27th August, we got on a plane and moved to Jogjakarta.
Long story short, he got operated, hospitalized for a few days, still being put on a cast for at least 1 month, and my mom helped us packed all our stuffs and shipped them from Bali to Jogja.
When my husband had starting to feel better, and the day to remove his cast was getting nearer... My mom called me in a very usual morning... she only said 5 words... "your father has passed away".
It was like a storm in a bright sunny day. It was just so sudden and unpredictable. So, we took the very next flight and rushed to Palembang (my hometown). And it didn't really hit me until I saw my father's body.
I remember thinking that a few months ago my life was so happy. I had my dream job, married my soulmate, lived in a beautiful island.... then Poof. Just like that... without me even blinking... my hubby got into an accident... my father passed away.. our savings just gone... and so many stressful things happened.
Life in Jogja is not like what we expected. I became depressed and had difficulty coping. It was a rough year.

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Kiddy Kiddy Bang Bang!

My inlaws said that I act like a child. Childish, he said.
Well, I take that as a compliment, and make it benefits me. Hahaha.

Because only a child can see what adults can not. A child has limitless posibilities ahead of them. And a child has the courage to question everything. Therefor they experience life as an adventure to find its answer.
Being a child, for me, is not a bad thing. Acting like a child is fine and it brings me joy.
I talk in aegyo.. I act cutely.. and I laugh freely.. I found interesting aspect of all the smallest things..
I love wholeheartedly.. and I express my heart with every bits of myself.. my words, my action, my exaggeration, my passion.. every bits of it.. and I do it without feeling exhausted..
I find my heart thumping for all 'invaluable' things.. I feel excited about everything.. and I see the world in a whimsical way.. and i don't really care if people don't understand.

I see nothing wrong with being childish.

But, I Do have my own rules that are my core values about things that matters. And I will hold on to that strictly.
Crossing that line is not acceptable. And when someone do cross that line, I will gladly let them know. Whether they accept it or not,  that is not my problem. My goal is to let them know that I have a line they should not cross. That's it. And I don't think explaining myself further is neccessary. And as childish as it sounds, this is my way of life..and i will do whatever it is that I think is best for my sanity.

People can say whatever they want.
I will still be dancing eventhough they couldn't hear the music.

Thursday, January 29, 2015


Friday, September 26, 2014

20 September 2014

My dad passed away.

Monday, March 17, 2014

Bali Best Eggs

I have mentioned it a lot of times before, but... i would like to mention it again. Hehe. My favorite city in Bali is Ubud. Why? This post will explain one of the reason.
So, the first time I went to Ubud, my hubby took me to a very memorable and beautifully vintage place.
The name is Igelanca.
Totally homey! Love it!

The place called Igelanca. It is located on the main street of Ubud. They served homemade dish that taste seriously delicious! What's very weird is.... they serve the best pouched egg I've ever tried! I dont know what they're doing to the eggs, but I assure you.. it is not just the typical egg. Hehe.
I've been here lots of time, and tried almost everything. Everything taste superb! So dont hesitate.  Just try everything, cause they are all yummy! The value for money is also the best.
So, overall, this is my favorite resto across the island.

Okay, thank you for reading. :)


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